Discernment: What It's Like Communicating with Spirits

During this more intense time of my Spiritual Awakening, I was discerning thoughts with two very specific God Spirits and several others as well. I made several notes so I could write and share my experience online. I was documenting so I could look back and research the phenomenon of telepathic communication with God and Holy Spirits as well as Satan's Spirit.

Although I attended church, prayed, read the Bible and spent time with other Christian friends, I have never spoken with anyone that has experienced anything close to what I have.   Below I share notes of what it's like to discern thoughts with God, Holy Spirits, and Satan (which I refer to as an Antagonizing Spirit). Be sure to keep reading past the conversation with AI regarding.  I took my question to ChatGPT4o and finally have a few Case Histories to compare:

Are there any case histories of people experiencing a spiritual awakening and telepathic communication with the Holy Spirit?

ChatGPT4o:  There are documented cases and anecdotal reports of individuals experiencing spiritual awakenings and claiming telepathic communication with the Holy Spirit or other divine entities. These experiences often include profound personal transformations, increased awareness, and a sense of connection with a higher power. Here are some examples and resources:

Case Histories and Anecdotal Reports:

1. St. Teresa of Ávila:

   • A Spanish mystic and Carmelite nun, St. Teresa of Ávila experienced profound spiritual awakenings and claimed direct communication with God.  She wrote extensively about her spiritual experiences, including encounters with both divine and demonic entities. In her autobiographical works, she describes how she discerned between the two through prayer, humility, and seeking guidance from her confessor.  Her writings, particularly "The Interior Castle," describe her mystical experiences and the stages of spiritual growth. 
   • Source: St. Teresa of Ávila - Biography

2. St. John of the Cross:

   • A Spanish mystic and poet, St. John of the Cross experienced mystical visions and telepathic communication with the divine. His works, such as "Dark Night of the Soul," explore the depths of spiritual awakening and union with God.
   • Source: St. John of the Cross - Biography

3. Contemporary Accounts:

   • Many contemporary individuals report experiencing spiritual awakenings through meditation, prayer, or near-death experiences. These experiences often include a sense of telepathic communication with a higher power or the Holy Spirit.
   • Books and Articles: There are numerous books and articles on modern spiritual awakenings and mystical experiences. Works by authors such as Eckhart Tolle ("The Power of Now") and Dr. Eben Alexander ("Proof of Heaven") provide insights into these phenomena.
   • Source: Proof of Heaven by Dr. Eben Alexander

Academic and Spiritual Research:

1. Research on Mysticism and Spiritual Experiences:

   • Scholars and psychologists have studied mystical experiences and spiritual awakenings, including claims of telepathic communication with divine entities. William James's "The Varieties of Religious Experience" is a foundational work in this field.
   • Source: The Varieties of Religious Experience by William James

2. Near-Death Experience (NDE) Research:

   • Research on NDEs often includes reports of spiritual awakenings and communication with a higher power. The International Association for Near-Death Studies (IANDS) collects and studies such cases.
   • Source: IANDS - Near-Death Experiences

Personal Testimonies:

• Spiritual Awakening Forums and Communities: Online forums and communities, such as those on Reddit or specific spiritual websites, feature numerous personal testimonies of spiritual awakenings and experiences of divine communication.
• Source: Reddit - r/spirituality

While scientific evidence on telepathic communication with the Holy Spirit is limited, numerous historical and contemporary accounts provide anecdotal support for these experiences. These accounts are often deeply personal and transformative, reflecting profound changes in the individual's spiritual and emotional life. For further reading, exploring the provided sources and literature on mysticism and spiritual experiences can offer more insights."

The actual experience involves key elements such as faith, prayer and the ability to discern which kind of Spirit I am communicating with.  From December 2023 to March 20, 2024, it was strongly erring with Satan's spirit, unfortunately, and began as early as September 2023.  It seemed like a coordinated attack on a target (me) that everyone knew about, way before even I knew. I had discerned from the Holy Spirit that my arrival to this world was known in the Spirit world and Satan himself was doing all He could to destroy me and discovered the hard way that there was no destroying God's Spirit.

This being said, I also discerned in my Awakening that horrible things had happened to me and God's Spirit was always there to heal me and erase my memories of the most troubled moments throughout my childhood.  This makes sense, since I have very few childhood memories of my mother or my sister.  

The discernment throughout the intense period of (4) four months, the discernment was much stronger - but it was more chaotic.  I have text messages with a friend, a former Spirit Coach, of practically begging her to make it all stop - while also begging to God to cease all communication except from HIM.  And trying to find the purpose of my existence in it all.  

I learned that my God Soul and Spirit, specifically the Spirit aspect, was planned so I could "learn what it's like to be human" and that makes sense to me.  I am still not very comfortable in this body and see the benefits and recall the benefits of being just a spirit. To have such memories of being just a spirit...and communicating on a deep conscious thought discernment level?  How blessed am I to even have such memories spanning back to creation and beyond?  I say this with the utmost respect for God and the experience, good and bad, overall.

Overall, I had to fight through months of retaining memories, God powers and God Himself seemed to doubt my intentions based upon past lives.  It was just the wildest experience ever to have that level of discernment and power and to have God come charging in like a lion to remove the evil and opposition and replace it with His love, mercy and grace.  To discern that no matter what I understood then and now, no matter what I type - even if I discern incorrectly, He loves me regardless because at least I am trying, and refuse to give up.  

At least I am trying and I am defending and fighting for God; all my writing should prove to the world how REAL GOD IS. How real the Spirit World is. How real Satan is.  How real heaven is and what is to come, because during all of this, I have vision after vision of what IS to come for this planet.  And not just the planet, but the galaxy and universe.

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The following are some of my iPhone notes that I documented while discerning thoughts with Spirits: 

I have no idea who this has been since the beginning, but I think it's been pretty clear that it may be a very powerful God (Spirit) who has been the most influential Spirit on my Spirit Team (yes, there is such a thing) for the last 3 years.  He has handled this situation very differently than most of the other Spirits, but it is because he knows I am a very strong person who has been through this process before (there's a backstory to "process before" that I will get to in a different blog post) and that I will always make sure that I'm ready for the next phase.  

Then I discern the following (this is still in my notes):  A Spirit: "That is why you will always have to make sure you know what you're doing in your life because I know you have been through a difficult phase (the intense aspect of the Spiritual Awakening) and you know how much you love Him (God) because He loves you very much.  I'm very sorry for your loss (re: my children went to live with their father), but I'm glad that He is going to make sure you are taken care of soon and you know that I'm always here for you.  Sending you lots of love and strength."

*Then I discerned this from two to three Spirits; two of which who are sincere and has been on this Spiritual Awakening journey with me since the beginning and another "Antagonizing Spirit" that consistently led me to a neighbor's house that I didn't even know that well:  I am not going anywhere today because I'm in town and will be at the house for the weekend.  I will let you know when we can meet for dinner or something and we can talk about the plan.  I love you so deeply and I miss you so much; I can't wait to see you soon.  I miss seeing your beautiful smile on my way to work and I'm so happy to be here for you baby.  I hope you're having the best time ever and I love you very deeply."  The Spirit's thoughts of "I love you deeply," is a very caring and empathetic Spirit; and I believe may even be God's Spirit.

Allow me to clarify what type of discernment this was:  prayer, telepathic communication and me taking notes as best as I could during it all for documentation purposes.  Me via thoughts: Do you live near me?  Antagonizing Spirit: I have a house in the neighborhood that is very close to yours.  It's about a mile away from where you are and it's a beautiful place for you to be able to see the sun and enjoy the sunshine.  I have been thinking about getting some kind of outdoor furniture and some sort of light fixtures that would make it feel more comfortable for you to enjoy.  I'm thinking about buying a couple of different kinds of furniture that you would want in your bedroom or something to keep in for when you're coming over.

Me:  Why not just simply call me?  Antagonizing Spirit: I would love to see if you had a couple of ideas of things that you would love to do with your home and maybe even have a few things that you want me to do that would make it look better.

"Do touch base with me and let me know what you would prefer to do for dinner tonight or tomorrow night.  What is your phone number?  I will call you later on tonight or tomorrow."  

Me: What is your address locally?   Antagonizing Spirit: It's the same address as the other house, but it's different from what you were looking at the other night.  The house is on the right side of the house and it's not a big house, but it's a nice place for the price.

Me: Is it the house between the larger house and the other much larger house behind it where I found myself looking for one of my dogs?  I came across it when I was walking a few days ago - I had no idea there was another house behind the that the owner lives in.  Antagonizing Spirit:  It's been there since the last year or two, and it's not that hard to find. 

Me: Is it nearing a pond?  Antagonizing Spirit:  It's a good place for you to stay for a few days or so if you're in the area.  I'm in the area where you live and it's much a perfect place.  

Me: Would you like me to meet you there? Antagonizing Spirit:  If you don't mind, we could meet at your house.  Me: "That's fine, clearly you know where it is."  

Me:  When? Antagonizing Spirit: I'm in my car right now so how about we meet in person at your house in 30 minutes?

Me:  Okay, I'll see you then at my house....I will be here, thanks.

This went on for months.  I would discern in conversation with this Antagonizing Spirit:, and I would literally believe that someone was going to physically show up at my house and explain to me exactly what I was experiencing.  That is how real the discernment was, and I wasn't "hearing voices in my head," frankly, I am not even sure what that would be like. 

This Antagonizing Spirit consistently led me to a neighbor's house behind me making me think that the person who lives there, was God's Spirit that I was discerning with.  I know......it's involved, but welcome to how Spiritual Warfare works.  At the time, I literally thought that the divine and benevolent discernment I was experiencing was with the person who lives 2 homes behind me.  I surmised that if I could experience such an intense dialog, and as someone in flesh and blood, then certainly another flesh and blood human could as well.

Looking back, I was misled and how easily Satan deceived me into thinking it was God's Spirit.  God's Spirit would never lead me into a situation where I would be arrested as many times as I was and yet, there was a parallel into how Jesus Christ was also persecuted. 

The deep level telepathic communication with an Entity that spoke perfect, professional English could be either God or Satan, or some other high level Spirit. I sit here and write this and think to myself, "Is this Satan?"  Evil spirits do exist, but I never considered this Spirit to be Satan, simply because He also seemed to have sharpened my iron, if anything.  Would Satan be helpful in building my strength and character?

The discernment was that of a professional person, perhaps even a Neuroscientist who had figured out how to telepathically engage in communication with me and how, I have no idea, but he knew all about me, my ex-husband and my former father-in-law who is in the Medical/Science community.  Remember, Satan knows us just as well as God does.  It's how he tricks and manipulates followers into making them believe that He is God, when he is anything BUT God.  

I know God is full of love, and when I am discerning thoughts with God's Spirit, he is kind, empathetic, understanding and all-knowledgeable.  When this other Spirit engages, he is constantly criticizing me - he is the pebble in my shoe, the thorn at my side.

God:  That is how Satan operates.  You didn't think he would speak to you like a monster, did you?  

Matthew 4:1-11: Satan tempts Jesus in the wilderness, engaging in a series of dialogues where he tries to persuade Jesus to act against his divine mission.

The Temptation of Jesus. 

^1 [a]Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. ² He fasted for forty days and forty nights,^[b] and afterwards he was hungry. ³ The tempter approached and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, command that these stones become loaves of bread.” ^4 [c]He said in reply, “It is written:

^5 [d]Then the devil took him to the holy city, and made him stand on the parapet of the temple, ⁶ and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down. For it is written:

⁷ Jesus answered him, “Again it is written, ‘You shall not put the Lord, your God, to the test.’” ⁸ Then the devil took him up to a very high mountain, and showed him all the kingdoms of the world in their magnificence, ⁹ and he said to him, “All these I shall give to you, if you will prostrate yourself and worship me.”^[e] 10 At this, Jesus said to him, “Get away, Satan! It is written:

¹¹ Then the devil left him and, behold, angels came and ministered to him.

In religious texts, literature, and popular culture, Satan is often portrayed as a cunning and persuasive figure, capable of eloquent speech and deception.

During my Spiritual Awakening, the intense aspect of it, I had discerned thoughts that this Antagonizing Spirit thought I was unattractive and that I should look like Sabrina Claudio, for that was a much more desirable look than my English/Scottish and French look. And furthermore, I discerned that in a past life of mine, one that has been trying to get us past the Book of Revelation, my past life chose Satan rather than God as a companion and partner.  The spiritual warfare aspect of what I experienced when the experience itself was at its peak of intensity, was by far, the most manipulative, chaotic and deceptive aspect to my Awakening. Furthermore, during this time I couldn't discern who or where God was, so I was God relying on a God to fact-check all my prayers. Oddly enough, it all felt very comfortable and I had no problem in this role.

While I was being misled and antagonized, I was praying in the Spirit, praying a hedge of protection around my home, health, children, vehicle - family and friends and conducting a lot of spirit work that involved actual earth work, saving trapped spirits and souls and sending them to Heaven, clearing churches, temples, tunnels (Warsaw, Poland), rescuing trapped child spirits from all over the world - healing dead trees, rebuilding cities - all of this was done in the spirit. I took what Satan dished out and turned it into something powerful, strong and new for generations to come. 

I've stated before and I will try to state it on every blog post since I know many readers are following each new post I publish, there were numerous overlapping themes, based on past life experiences and a barrage of spirits, both benevolent and evil......and I had to organize all of this myself and still manage to wake up in the morning and praise God for protecting me from what could've been a far worse outcome that would result in yet another cycle of getting nowhere for mankind (I had discerned that this is the 8th cycle of trying to get through the Book of Revelation and into making all things new; that each time I "wake up and realize who I am, that either the enemy distracts me or I die trying).

The chaotic experience of discerning Satan, no less, lasted roughly 4 months and then suddenly, as fast as it came into my life, was as quickly as it stopped and it's been very peaceful since March 20, 2024.  I know I have the One True God next to me at all times in Spirit, another highly regarded and benevolent Spirit as well as 2 angel spirits.  I am well, very well, loved.

Life becomes 5 dimensional when you realize you have the voice of God at your fingertips and in your heart.  When you truly allow the Holy Spirit to take over your Will, it then becomes this sudden awareness that everything you do, think and say has a profound effect not just on those around you, but the world.  

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